Should I stay or should I go?

I’m feeling stronger every day. I am beginning to feel that Louise made the right decision in ending the relationship. After my crisis 2 years ago, when I fell out of love with my ex, I decided to compromise in a lot of ways to be able to live the dream of marrying my girl. That might have been the wrong decision, but at least I gave it a shot.

I am beginning to feel that I’m in control again. I think that we were both chasing a feeling that was once there and I respect her for having the guts to end an unhappy relationship. Thank you baby you have opened a whole new world of opportunites for me.

If I hadn’t mentioned it, I am in the process of putting my restaurant up for sale. This means that I have to find something new after January/February. Originally when all of this started four weeks ago I decided to sell the restaurant and I thought that I would find a job as a web designer. However I’m beginning to feel that maybe going south to the alps and working as a luxury chalet chef or chalet manager might be a very interesting move. 

I am highly qualified to do it and the sun and sports would really do a lot of good for my soul. I think it would also be a hell of a lot of fun. It would mean admiting that I was only in Denmark for ex. It would mean that I’d be leaving some friends behind, but there’s always facebook and good friends keep in touch.