From one day to the next

One day you’re walking around minding your own business, thinking you’ve got a good relationship, that you’re going to be marrying the girl of your dreams and the next all your dreams are shattered. Out of the blue she tells you that she is unhappy and is no longer attracted to you. She loves you but only as a friend. All of a sudden you’re sleeping on the guest bed and life sucks! Maybe she could have thought of that 10 months ago when you asked her to marry you, maybe even 6 months ago when you decided to buy an appartment together.

Godamn, I lost my heart to this girl. I don’t understand how things can go so catastrophically wrong in 6 months. Yes, I’ve been distracted. I haven’t paid her enough attention, been supportive enough and maybe I have taken her for granted for the last nine months. But for fucks sake I’ve just opened a restaurant and I thought she supported me. But the thing that pisses me off the most is that she didn’t come and talk to me when things started going sour. I would have closed the restaurant down from one day to the next if she’d just told me how she was feeling. When she first started talking about taking a break four weeks ago, she said she couldn’t go on pretending anymore. You don’t have to fucking pretend, just tell me what’s going on and we can work it out.

For god’s sake I would walk to the ends of the earth for you, I would jump through fire for you. Anything, anything at all but just talk to me and tell me how you’re feeling. I would do it for you because I love you!