The first day
December 1, 2008
Hi, my name is Junkie and today is the first day of my new life.
My relationship of 8 years ended yesterday evening. A beautiful Danish girl with a smile that could light up a room. It’s a hell of a long time 8 years. I even asked her to marry me. She said yes. I thought all was good but apparently not.
That’s not the only thing that ended today. I have a confession to make. I am a junkie, an addict. For the last 15 years of my life I have smoked marijuana. But today that ends. I have wanted to stop for years, but I never had the guts. Now I have found the guts and from today I will no longer be addicted to cannabis. It will no longer rule me and I will not be a slave to it. Never again will I buy hash, grass, weed, pot, papers or pipes.
Whew, I really needed to get that off my chest.
Hopefully this journal will help me get over my girl and beat my addiction. I intend to write every day but for today I think I’ve revealed enough.
See you tomorrow.
